OK, if I haven't lost anything today I will be very shocked.I have tried hard all week to look after my body and I really do feel a lot better.
His lordship says I have been a lot less crabby than normal ( backhanded compliment if ever there was one ) and that my ass looks ace in a pair of pants I had on yesterday. I feel so much better too.
I bought myself a suit the other day, it's part of my feel fantastic and in control of myself when I go to see my beloved Rufus in two weeks. It's quite mannish in a girly way, and I am going to wear it with a funky rockstar singlet and a thin black scarf...actually when I describe it like that it sounds crap, but it's not. I look even taller and more in control than I could imagine.
So it's odd. I was always weight obsessed from being a kid, but funnily enough, now I am the heaviest I have ever been, I am quietly calm about it and know that I will be right. It doesn't absorb every waking moment of my life, because I know I will do what I have to do. This is such a change from the past.
I enjoyed watching " You Are What you Eat " last night. The woman on that is so scary and she doesn't look that healthy herself actually, though I am sure she is. Anyway, feeling hugely positive today about my body, isn't that ace ? !
Whoah girl !
2 comments:
I know, and she has a poo obsession as well! But it's an interesting show.
"What not to wear" is a brilliant one to work out what looks best for your shape, those girls are gorgeous and clever!
"Downsize me" is another one I like for tips and ideas on exercise (when you don't have as fully equipped gym at home).
You can do it Sev!
Just the feeling less crabby bit would be nice for me at the moment!
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xx
You are doing well!!
Keep going, those little compliments are what get you even more motivated!
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